Hey! I really appreciate you taking the time to read this and comment! This is a great perspective that I didn't even think about. I'm going to ask around too (give me a bit, I may put it in my part 2). Putting myself in this, there's been plenty of times when I bought stuff and didn't get access at all. Nada. And wasn't looking to get access . I also wasn't looking for anything in particular, I just want/wanted my people to be happy and successful. For me, I just think about my intentions, and is it pure and genuine? And if I can't keep paying the money like you said, I just stop. As a giver I have to be really careful who I show this side to, and limit it to just family nowadays. And as a giver learn to set limits because the takers rarely do. I'mma be honest. After being the used party and burnt too many times in my life, I'm currently in a lone wolf season because I'm actually experiencing some breakthroughs. It was hard, but distancing myself from people, places, and my old religion was the best thing I've ever done. I was never and don't look to get something from people every time I do something for others.