Yeah I feel you. I’ve been a fish out of water especially in my younger years because I was a light-skinned girl with long hair and other girls saw me as a threat. Additionally with fitting in, I wasn’t willing to gossip or cut others to push myself to the top. To be honest I really didn’t care about fitting in that badly because I was the only child growing up. Yep yep so us outsiders gotta stick together. You should! Have you considered writing more? I know you have a lot to contribute!